there are three aspects to his terrible love 1 attuning himself to the universe every time an attempt is made to comprehend what the lover had to experience to acclimatize himself to the universe there is a consistent accompanying impression of immense time-scales and space impossibly lengthy, interminable, empty, open-ended, enduring, infinite... picture page 3 of picture pages 3000 by contrast shows him in abject suffering while picture page " happiness " is thought to be the end of his acclimatization to the elements when that had been done there was the where and the when of the most suitable circumstances through which 2nd generation could emerge, and he didn't have any star maps or telescopes the optimizing of circumstances came through experiencing the conditions and taking them into account the type of galaxy, the position within the galaxy ( for instance the centre of the galaxy is much too violent ), the type of sun, the make up of the solar system ( jupiter for instance swallows up many rogue asteroids that could threaten all lfe on earth ), and it goes on and on 2 factoring in the conjugates of the where and the when to such things as hurricanes, earthquakes, the floods, lightening strikes, avalanches... it would have only take one factor, say a volcanic eruption, at that place at a time of a critical point of the evolution of our ancestors and we would not be here now 3 factoring in the conjugate positioning of the deadly variables that could occur between people because of the mistake you will think that what you are doing are things that you have decided to do, which they are it should be realized though that whatever anyone does is but one course of action among trillions of possibilties when the permutaions are taken into account all of the things a person or a group of people can do are combinations and permutations of everything that can happen which are themselves extensions of the basic template of what life can experience by way of exemplification... one person holds a death-outcome-assertion that reduces to the statement " breathe no more " let's assume there are 1000 ways that a person can die from suffocation another person has a a death-outcome-assertion that reduces to the statement " bleed til dead " again let's assume there are 1000 ways a person can die from bleeding then combine and permute the number of ways the two instances above ( a person can be dying from asphyxiation while bleeding to death ) can occur then consider that the lover can't be killed and what that means when all breath or blood has gone from the body and what happens to him then and you're getting an insight of what his terrible love entailed think of the number of ways a person can be killed, probably at least a million, combine and permute the numbers one species of ant injects formic acid into the victim... being burnt to death while being eaten while being dismembered and incorporate a time factor to those circumstances and you will be getting an insight into his terrible love further you can understand why this person has little or no time for people who would rather run the risk of committing murder via the car than having to suffer the appalling circumstance of having to inconvenience themselves make no mistake contemporary mammal man, currently you are living off his terrible love happily the same mechanism that produces death outcome realities also applies to more-life outcomes realities the number of ways a person can experience pleasure and the various forms of happiness times the number of people times the amount of time they can be experienced for far, far, exceeds by a ratio of trillions to one, and increasing, the undesirable things that can be experienced before we complete earthly evolution we will have practiced a most-life outcome lifestyle for at least three generations